For thirty-two years I could look at a prescription slip and pull up a patient’s allergy list, current medications and family history before I reached for the shelf. My memory was the tool I trusted most. So the morning I stood in my kitchen, phone in hand, and could not remember my own daughter’s birthday — a date I’d celebrated thirty-one times — I felt something close to alarm.
It had been creeping in for a while. A name gone the instant I reached for it. Walking to the back of the pharmacy and forgetting what I’d come for. That dull, underwater feeling by mid-afternoon that no amount of coffee seemed to lift. I told myself it was just what happens after sixty. Everybody said so.
But I had spent my whole career reading the fine print on risk factors, and this did not feel like “just age.” It felt like a symptom I was supposed to take seriously.
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